My Dream CAr

Today, i would like to intro my DREAM car
Deng Deng Deng Deng~

Yea~ Volkswagen Beetle

omg..it is vey cute and very suit for the gal...
however, it is damn expensive >.<
i wish in the future, it will be my car...hohohoho =]

Christmas is coming soon..

SO, how was u plan to celebrate v ur lover??

看缘分了

 突然,很想放手了.
有点累了,嘴里总是逼着自己说相信
但,心里明明就不信.
不是说,如果一份爱情没有了信任,就没有意思了吗?
我既然都不相信他,还有什么资格跟他谈恋爱?

对自己说,算了.
如果有缘的话,我们以后还是会再一起.
如果没有缘的话,我们以后还是会分开.

只怕,不懂我的以后会是怎样.
只怕,我要怎么对我的家人开口.

我真的天真到以为他是我的未来.
可是,有可能吗?

单身的生活也不算是很差吧!
我的手打一个字,我的心就痛一下.
因为,我知道我不能离开他.
太依赖他了吧.
怎么办?

哇，我看到蜘蛛网了，可怜的blog被我冷落了好久。可怜，可怜。
今天想用华语写，懒惰想英文。
最近发生很多很多的事情，有快乐的，也有不快乐的。
快乐的是上个星期五，是我为我的爱人办了一个秘密惊喜生日会。
以为他很聪明，原来不是的。很笨一下，哈哈，因为他上当了。
我从一放学就回去准备，真的累坏我了。
还好，有我的好姐妹-晶丽和她的男朋友-海清，帮忙我准备食物。
才发觉我真的不行在煮的那方面。才煮鸡蛋和染红它们，更本要我的命。我的腰简直要断了。
还烫到手，很noob一下。
也要感谢我可爱的弟弟-Tim，他也帮了我很多，真的辛苦他了，跑来跑去。还害到他隔天的test考到不理想。=[
也要感谢我的好姐妹-ER，我的朋友-KIMBERLY和她的妹，她们也帮了我不少。
总之感谢所有参与的朋友，谢谢你们。

心痛

我的心又再被箭射中了，很痛。
昨晚半夜，他睡不着，去找朋友聊天去了。熟睡的我，醒了。
很久没动他的电话了，反正睡不着，就拿他电话来看。

结果，每次都有惊喜。我看到“她” 发来的信息，是图片信息，写Dear,ni kan...。。。。她说她被蚊子咬。重点是 "dear" 我几时和人家分享一个dear?? 我快崩溃了。多一下，他回来了。我冷静的拿着电话给他，说“要解释吗？”

他竟然回答不了。我心想，只要他说一个理由，我都相信他。可是，他不出声。渐渐的，我的眼泪慢慢的流出来。

我也慢慢的听到他也哭了。我想他哭可能真的爱我了，我想我哭我是真的想放弃他了。
我们抱在一起，我大哭特哭。他说，对不起，对不起X 无数次。我说，背叛了就是背叛了。
他说，事情不是这样，羊羊有喜欢的人了。那封是她发错。我就说，你就不小心收着咯。他又说， 他明明洗掉了。为什么还会在这里，他不明白。

我选择相信他。慢慢的，他睡了。而我，还不能睡，眼泪一直流。也不懂哭了几个小时，他的3粒电话我都看完。最后，我决定跟他做回朋友。比情人特别的朋友。我越哭越厉害。心里有千言万语想对他说。我摸了他的脸，把他的模样，味道，体温都记住了。也许，以后都没机会了。
突然，他醒了，看到我还在哭泣。他吓到了。我用电话打“我们还是做回朋友。比情人特别的朋友”。 他也哭了。他一直说不要，不要。我也哭得很厉害。心软之下，点了点头。

我不懂自己的决定对吗。但，到现在我还是心痛着。
也许，我更本不适合谈恋爱。
难道。我这一生注定是火柴吗？注定被燃烧一次又一次吗？

~29-09-10~ the most memorable day for me

the result is release today..my 1st class at 9am..so i dn have the chance to check my result...my classmate say the result will release after 10am. So after 10am, they start to check their result..and i can hear most of them are happy because get a nt bad result...
After class, i quickly open my laptop n open TARC website n faster help my hubby check...wakakaka..wan die sure let him die 1st...but luckily~ he is PASS
and turn to me to check my result..i ady knw sure will fail 1 subject.. but i still looking for miracle ~
Maybe the god dn want let me sad so fast..unfortunately...i cannt log in the website..so i ask my buddy help me check...[actually start from last9 i ady cry for it]
Deng Deng Deng...my buddy send me the result..yeah...rly fail 1 subject...my heart from 18th floor drop to ground floor...my tear start to fall down...but thk thk thk..now jz cry i still cannt change anythg..so stop crying anymore...

hubby know i'm sad..so he promise bring me go movie...haha..some more we watch 2 movies ~ revenge of king cobra (tis movie is me want watch 1..he is not so willing) ~another movie is Resident Evil (tis is he want watch want )

Because of me he go borrow motor from his fren, he still go gurney there drive his fren's motor back..just bcz his fren's motor go to repair..
when we go to gurney, it's raining..so sad for me..his body is wet..some more he is sick-INg..me so touching n sad...but he tell me..he sad too because others guy fetch their gf go dating v car..he jz v motor...
DEAR, i dn care..ok? we sure got chance sit car 1..after we work...we now depend ourself..k...
Dear, today i'm so touching n happy..tis is a very sweet dating for me..after movie we go JamesFoo for our dinner...we are very lucky, because we are last customer d..haha

he accompany me over my lunar birthday..thx ya dar..
I LOVE U..
U are the 1, i want to walk through for future..

Is time to update my blog again..

Hai, everyone...I'm back..

Although, i know my blog is no follower,no readers but i still will write it out...

Yesterday was my lunar birthday..unfortunately my bestie they dn knw..got a bit sad..but nvm...At least, the god is treat me nicely..i feel that i got a bit lucky yesterday..because when i want go to college, i met my classmate at lift, so i nt need walk to college..hehe and back too..hehe (lucky huh )

some more, i had watch ~Devil~ v my bestie n their fren..at least got function for me, wont feel so boring at hostel...=] 

we cook some simple food for our dinner...

N i sleep quite earlier, dn knw y last nite feel so tired..

That is the whole day of my lunar birthday